I've got my words

Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now (Metallica) 

At first I was afraid I was petrified I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you'd done me wrong and i grew strong I leearned how to get along I used to cry But now I hold my head up high and you see me with somebody new I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive I've got all my live to live I've got all my love to give (Cake)

I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door (Dido)